i just wonder y i cant like them be happy n not nid to act cool enough to face everything..i wonder y i cant just be like them not nid to worry anything too much if its does not u matter..wish that i can just be a normal girl..not nid to worry tooo much things n whaever thats are not my pro...anyway in my life i din evev feel so happy...i always feel so lonely in my world...i really hope that have someone can walk into my world who are very care to me..and always share my pro with he..honestly when i want to find someone to talk..thr are one can help me..coz thr no one can help me...even my family or someone that are very important to me...i feel very tired in facing my life for 18 years till today..however i am sucessfully achieve my half ambition to pass in my upsr,pmr and mostly my SPM..and finally i can in college..at least i still can continue my study aND which in my lovely course hotel management that i want to take since i was secondary..i feel very happy coZ everything is going well not matter in my study n work..but i still feel very lonely however i ady get my own laptop n going to get my new handphone and my camera..anyway thats is just oni half of that..
actually the things thats i want is LOVE..i want love from my parents..from my relatives,from my cousin,from my friends..and from everyone thats i noe..especially from my lovely grandparents..anyway they ady show it to me..but i still cant escape from dis evil life in my body..i just try to escape it and dont hope to happen in my life which control my attitude,tempered and everything that is related to me...its very scaring until i dunno how to control it and hope it can escape from my life..plssssssssss...........
i feel so tired and its very stressful for me..i really hope that god can help me...i really dunwan it to be happen in my life 4ver....(its just something else who are keep disturbing my life...)thr are nothing special in my life..honestly i can tell u guys i feel so boring with my life d...really so boring...i want to stopppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp ittttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
