the things that i hv 2 start over

2day i feel very sad coz i fight wit my bf n cousin..

i really not understand y everytime i want 2 let them feel happy n feel that i is a gud girl..

they sure think de bad things of me..or sure think i mad..

y they cant ever accept me 2 be a gud girl...

when i make joke wit my cousin,he feel that i annoying..n hate de way how i act..

when i take good of them but they say i hv something wrg in my mind..

when i say something gud things 2 them but they cant ever accept it...

i really not understand each person mind n wat they thinking of me..

y so many things around me is weird..

i want 2 change my attitude n everything that make ppl sad..

i want 2 change but need a time 2 change....

i want to let everyone understand me...

dis world ppl is weird..