Sunday, November 22, 2009

my unhappy day...


2day is my fifth day of spm..
i feel very stress n tired...
keep on study 4 my maths but still cant remember it...coz i hate maths...when i told my grandmom that i cant study 4 my maths n cant even fokus to it...my grandmom feel so sad n very worried about me...i feel like very upset coz when saw my grandmom so worry about me...everytime when i told something 2 my grandmom about de bad things of me..she sure feel very sad...so i promise 2 myself that i wont make my grandmom feel unhappy bcoz of me....she always care bout me n i should not make her feel sad...but 2day i really make my grandmom feel very sad bcoz i do something wrg that make she so upset....i really dunwan it happening but wat should i do after i ady make it....'ahma'i really so sorry 2 make u feel sad n so worry about me..but i promise u that i will try my best 2 do my spm well not matter wat its happening...thanksssss very much my lovely grandmom....i love u very much...anyway i always think that wat should i do 2 make my family feel happy n wat should i do 2 change my attitude..i really dunno wat should i do...it make me feel so headache somemore plus my spm is ady on the way n after that i need 2 worry about have a money 4 my hair dressing course...i dunwan 2 take my grandmom money coz my grandmom ady not working somemore she hv 2 take that money 4 her own..not matter wats is happening i really dunwan 2 take my grandmom money but i really worried that my father will force me 2 take my grandmom money since he ady not working anymore...i really dont hope that is happening...if really not enough money...i will other job 4 part time n borrow money from my grandmom or my father n not matter whoi first 2 start my hairdressing course than oni use my part time money n after i finish study then work..i will use that money 2 gv bavck 2 my grandmom or de person who borrow me money 2 study 4 my hairdressing course....anyway i oso hope that i can doing well in my study of hairdressing course...i hope that in dis 10 month course..i will try my best 2 learn it well n could understand it well bout it....so i will be stop here coz i need 2 go sleep d....
gudnitex my frenzzzzzz........


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