i really cant understand wat guys he was thinking....he thought i like he just because he was handsome..he thought he think everything was right..sorry about tat..i really can say tat i like he not because of he handsome but just because i like he coz its a feeling...i really cant understand y should i like he sooo much...he just a ordinary guy wit the simple looking but he ady hurt me 2 times more than tat..i hate he sooooo much...first time he say he like me and want 2 couple wit me then after that he become soo gud 2 me...somemore start couple wit me...i ahte he soooooooooo much...i really soo dissapointed 2 myself..y should i like he soo much eevn he din care me soo much somemore everytime sure hurt me alot...i hate he sooo much...how come he just pretend like everything does not happening around i and he at all...i cant understand how come he do tat 2 me...make me waste time,waste money.....its ok..from now onwards i ay told myself i will break up wit he and contact wit he anymore in my life...i hate dis guy sooo much

i want share my life with he every minute of every second in my life^^

2day i went 2 papa rich with my dear....we went thr 4 eat lunch but finally just order some fries and water 4 drink...then i oso meet he frenz at thr...lucky we can talk till so friendly...i love rynier alot...coz he sooo cute...he keep on say sorry coz he was late and apologize 2 me bcoz of the frenz fault....he make me feel tat he so honest....my dear is the best person in my life but cant replace my swetty grandmom in my heart....i love my swetty grandmom sooooooo much than my dear....anyway i still feel tat very happy by when stay wit my dear side...sometimes he will make me feel sad....sometimes he will make me feel very happy....sometimes he will bully me..i like he smile,i like he hold my hand,i like he heart,i like he bully me......i love he type...and everything in my life whaever how he become.....i still always stay with he side....hope tat we can stay 4ever n ever in my life and future like how we be now.....anyway i just wan rynier tattoi...

RYNIER<3allycia...allycia<3rynier>

the day pass one day by one day

after get a new job....i ady change my job 2 papa rich n work 4 almost 2months more...now ady want 2 resigned and continue my study in segi college on 24th may...hope everything willl be sussceful...anyway i will try my best 2 finish my study for 4 and half year....and hv a sucessful life in my future...which would bring good 2 my family......other than that i want 2 show 2 my lovely grandmom...and i want 2 let my lovely grandmom hv happy...including my lovely grandpap tooo...start work make me so stress plus now i couple with different culture guy who are very like 2 be relax and very like 2 play game.....he look very friendly 2 me...and very care 2 me...but after he resigned from papa rich...i seldom saw he anymore even talk oso become lesssss......y he hv 2 make me till like dis..i really cant control my feeling...and cover my sadnesss....i just can recover my feeling by patient and din ever wan 2 gv up on he....my heart feel very painful,tired,stress,and headache....i really not understand wat he was thinking and who i am 2 he???y sometime i can fel the happiness in our life and sometimes i hv 2 solve the pro when i was suffer bcoz of he......i dunwan 2 be like dis...ady so many times i wan 2 break up wit he bcoz of the small matter but i dont hope our realtionship become bad bcoz of my feeling...........i dunwan it happen but i dun like 2 stay in dis sadness worold between i and he....everytime he sure gv alot of excuse tat i cant accept...wat should i do now?????

however i still feel very happy coz i still can feel he love when saw he from the sight,smile and when he talk 2 me with the smilling face......xtually i cant understand wat happen 2 us...