after get a new job....i ady change my job 2 papa rich n work 4 almost 2months more...now ady want 2 resigned and continue my study in segi college on 24th may...hope everything willl be sussceful...anyway i will try my best 2 finish my study for 4 and half year....and hv a sucessful life in my future...which would bring good 2 my family......other than that i want 2 show 2 my lovely grandmom...and i want 2 let my lovely grandmom hv happy...including my lovely grandpap tooo...start work make me so stress plus now i couple with different culture guy who are very like 2 be relax and very like 2 play game.....he look very friendly 2 me...and very care 2 me...but after he resigned from papa rich...i seldom saw he anymore even talk oso become lesssss......y he hv 2 make me till like dis..i really cant control my feeling...and cover my sadnesss....i just can recover my feeling by patient and din ever wan 2 gv up on he....my heart feel very painful,tired,stress,and headache....i really not understand wat he was thinking and who i am 2 he???y sometime i can fel the happiness in our life and sometimes i hv 2 solve the pro when i was suffer bcoz of he......i dunwan 2 be like dis...ady so many times i wan 2 break up wit he bcoz of the small matter but i dont hope our realtionship become bad bcoz of my feeling...........i dunwan it happen but i dun like 2 stay in dis sadness worold between i and he....everytime he sure gv alot of excuse tat i cant accept...wat should i do now?????
however i still feel very happy coz i still can feel he love when saw he from the sight,smile and when he talk 2 me with the smilling face......xtually i cant understand wat happen 2 us...
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