i am so emo:(

till today i still feel very sad in every minute of my life..i feel my burden are become very heavy n heavy till i cant afford to make it be light in my life..i hate it damn much..i just hope to make myself relax without thinking of anything...everytime when i feel sad i sure will hide my feeling in my heart n dun wanna to share with anyone coz i really dunno want to share with who..there no one that i can share...i need to study from monday to thursday n need to work on friday n saturday...only one day to be rest on sunday..i really feel very tired n dun hope to work anymore coz my college life become more tough now...i have 3 asssignment need to be finish n pass up in the same time which on 31 august..lucky its was group work n we still have one month to finish it..haizzz...somemore need to get ready for event management thats was our class project need to be finish and the date line oso on august of 6..other than that i still have to finish my homework which was account make me so tough..n english..i really need a time for myself to study n finish work..but i still need to work for my daily life n study..i dun hope to take money from my parents..its make me more burden..i more hate it ...i just to want to be myself n hope i can recover from my mad n sicknesss...i just hope to escape it from my bad attitude which make everyone who are care about me to be hurt especially my lovely grandmom..i want to do it not matter wats happening just want to change my bad attitude..i just hope it...anyway i still need my work to afford my everything which havent be finish at all n need to be finish as i wish i can get it ..ahahhhahah...

at the last i want to say Allycia Wong Shu Rong is time for u to change n try to do the best to make ur life be more meaningful n escape from the evil life..make ur lovely grandmom to be happy forever..n dun make anyone who are care about u to be hurt again n again..Allycia Wong Shu Rong just try to do it n dont give in ur life..ALLYCIA WONG SHU RONG u sure can do it:)