hate to be emotional all the time:(

i am feel so sad to be tooo emotional all the time..

actually i just wanna to be a normal girl without any pressure and stress and

just try to be happy with my family, lovely grandparents and my friends including all the

person aound me but i cant...everytime i sure keep on argue with my parents..

for not allowed me do that do this and anthing else thats i hate to do it..

i just cant stand my hot tempered all the time and totally hate myself till makes my family keepon argue to each other just because of me..i really really want to change my attitude but i cant do it..

anyway i have try to change alot since the day i was working at here and i was feel

have learn alot from my collegues and friends who always care for me and teach me how to learn

not tooo emotional all the time and try to avoid the bad things from side..

i havelearn how to communicate to those ppl..but i still cant control my emotional when going back home time..its totally makes me feel i am soo suck..

i just hope my family can be happy and my lovely grandparents especially my lovely grandmom will not argue with my grandpap and will have a healty body..dun worried too much about me and my studborn father..i will feel happpy and will do everythings just as my lovely grandmom will feel happy and my family and all my friends....just hope i can done it well...