hate to be lonely

i just want to change to be a better of person in my life ..

y cant give me a chance to change it to become the better person in my life ..

i just need a love , protection and a better lifestyle with full of happiness..

i just need a normal life and i have a family and alot of friends but i still

feel very lonely everytime and every second of my time...maybe i dunno how to

appreciate them but i really is the type oif the girl who are dont even know how to apppreciated to other person and just do whaever i like but pls give me a chance to change it to better ...

i just hate myself to be lonely in everytime of every second of my time ... its make me crazy and .. today my friends last minutes only told me thats tml will be having a meeting but all is the last minutes problem ... how could i want to take a transport to subang and nobody can fetch me even the person i need a help toi fetch me also run away as soon as possible and i know thats not they choice too..but i really feel thats i am very lonely after realize thats today problem make me feel thats i am just a lonely girl who dunno how to express out my feeling and dont know how to live in this kind of life ... i just want to be like other person with alot of freedom and i want to change everything bad to good as well...i hate this kind of life with alot of stress and i would like to change a better to have a life without any of tension and happiness ............... i just want to be alike like other people ... y is sooo difficult for me ...