i am just so hate myself too be emotional ...
so wish i could just pretend to laugh as how ppl laugh .. and dont care about anything ..but i just cant understand why i cant do it .. why why why should i care too much ..
i just want to be ordinary and have a simple life as i can but i cant .. i just cant control my emotional .. can i just stop it and start a new life .. just dont want to change the reality of me
i just cant cry and just cant stoping to think about u ... teach me how to change change change ..
i am full of confusing and wanted to cry and shout as loud as i can but i cant do it .. just cant .. hope can just become as strong as i can but i cant just sooo weak make me wanted someone that could hear me hug me .. i am verry weak and no more energy to continue my life .. how could i just become strong .. just the alcohol can make me drunk drunk drunk and make me have a enery to start again my life .. haizzzz just want to stop everything and start back ... teach me how could i just pretend there are nothing happen while i still watch it .. i am super duper headache now ... grrrrrrrrrrrrr ... just hope god couldd save me ..
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