i am just a normal girl who like to have a weird thinking , just dont know whats i have to do but when something is come to me , i always feel thats was not the things that i like , i will very easy to become mad and just ignore with surroundings , what should i do to make me become not so hot tempered .. thats was ady enough for me to make everyone sad and scared just because of me , i just dont know whats i am doing .. i keep on asking myself whats is happening to me when the things actually is right but i make it soo complicated example actually just a earth with the nice green forest surroundings but why people need to damages it
why cant just let it be pretty and let everyone can have a nice scenery with the good air without any polution ??? why why why
i am keep on asking myself whats the real colour of me , am i bad or good ?? i really cant get the answer .. should say i have a two face and everyone is just look from my good site , cant define how actually i look from inside
i just cant understand why everytime i admit but i just cant change it when met with that bitch *FUCK*, actually should be a nice mood but suddenly TURN to become bad mood .. damn her !!!!!!!! (the bitch should be dissapear from my life) then my life will become more brighten