the day when u are gone my life have been changed alot and try to learn from mistakes and improve myself from stop being so stupid anymore .. i just want to be myself and wont try to do any stupid things anymore ... i am no more last time "Allycia" thats only know how to cry and always feel so lonely and wont share her experiences to everyone .. from today onwards i will stop my tears and try to accept the reality .. u make me soo dissapointed and i am regret too to what i have did for u ... hope u can stay happy always ... anyway start from my life .. i am feel so tired everytime and my life are getting so complicated in every minute and every second in my life ... just feel my life are soooo empthy and want to find the things that i reallly want .. no one will understand to what that i want to do and want to say about it ... just oni my lovely grandmom will cure my heart :) i will feel so happy with my grandmom together not matter how hard was it ... i just want to stay with my grandmom not matter whats was happening :) however now was having my sem break and everyday was just oni work work work and i feel so stress when working time .. just feel dont want to work and dont hope to get self emo and stress ...but i cant do it .. just feel veli ma zan when working time.. anyway start with my journey today ... i was wake up in the early morning today and went to pray at puchong ... feel tired but happy ... just realize that actually in this life one person not need to be soo selfish and let urself become so unhappy and make everyone surround u feel so scared and emo ....just try to accept the reality of the world and try to help with each other is the better way to control our emotions from being lonely ... tired for argument and negative thinking ... i am soooo sooo tired d .. anyway its have wake me up from mistakes .. try to accept the reality and try not be someone else that u cant be :)
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