dont understand some of things

i just cant understand why life need to become so troublesome ..

why cant it more easier to let ppl more happy and just let this world be more cheer up ..but everything need to start from the beginner before achieve something thats u really hope to be .. others than that v have to know how to appreaciate the ppl around us ..
there are nothing much that v can change because there are already the luck infront of us ..

we just can try to be ourselves and dun try to change anything is the better way to be ..

i am soo sorry for my past and want to start back to be a better person in my future ...

there are nothing i could change and say .. the only want is i just want to have my ordinary life .. i am boring and tired of eacch of the arguments and stress d .. there are nothing we can gain if keep stay with unhappinesss things and dun try to accept the reality .. we have to learn to accept the reality and avoid ourselves from falling in ... i just want to have my ordinary life and try not to make my world become too complicated ... hopefully i can do it ... god bless me :) <3