the things that make me realize something which are very important in our life

2day after finish account test..its make me realise something...
i think alot of things started from beggining till de end...
i wonder y in dis world so many people so like 2 ean alot of money n y so many ppl want 2 study hard till college????actually is bcoz of money can buy dis world n bcoz thats is de way how our human stay in dis world...but some ppl will not think of money..they just oni want 2 hv a meaningful life...other than that i oso realize that after i finish spm..i will growing bigger like adults n need 2 be independent n hv 2 experience alot of things around dis world...like i hv 2 find job 2 earn money 4 my hair dressing course...n hv 2 think how 2 be independent n try 2 change my atttitude tooo...i oso hv 2 learn how 2 communicate with other ppl in dis world n hv 2 try 2 socialize wit other ppl.....the most important things is we as adult n ady start 2 earn money..hv 2 try 2 be a patience person n dont always keep revenge with other person..all of this kind of things make me realize that how difficult 2 be a independent person n dont always think its too easy 2 stay in dis world without money n the most important is self independent...we hv 2 always try dont not depend other ppl 2 help us...n try 2 be humble when something in de situation which need us 2 learn something from other then oni v can learn up something n its oso can make each other more gooodddd......not only that i oso hv 2 learn how 2 keep money n dont always waste it coz wit that money i need 2 use 4 my hair dressing course n taking car license.....then after i finish my course n start working i need 2 gv back the money 2 my parents n my lovely grandmom n grandfather who take care me from smalll 2 big......
ok la....this is some of the things that make me realize....
byeeeeee...see u

the days b4 start account....

2day i ady finish my moral at 10.30am....so come back early...so swt..hahah
then my mom come 2 fetch me at school n went 2 shop 2 buy some vegetables 4 cook...
when i coming back home..feel that very very tired n feel that want go 2 sleep early but hv 2 finish my lunch first then oni i went 2 sleep at 12 something till 2.14pm...so after i wake up then straight away go 2 take bath b4 get ready 2 study 4 my account...actually not feel that want 2 study 4 account but whaever wats the matter..i still want 2 start 2 revise my account test which will start by next week...so i went 2 matahari clubhouse 2 start my revision till 8pm..then went 2 my cousin house 4 watching movie...i feel that very happy when talk wit my cousin n we decide 2 go 4 watching movie on dis friday which was 2010 but heard my cousin'aaron'say that the ticket was full n need 2 booked first b4 we going thr....ehehe..so happy that can go 2 watch movie wit my cousin n hope that my father will let me 2 go..btw my cousin told me that i become so fat ady n need 2 jian fei liao so i really need 2 keep fit ady n hope i will keep my body figure as nice as my cousin'aurdy'which has a nice body shape like model....haizzzzzzzz
anyway i get a good news from my cousin that he will be going 2 work at my aunt pavillion restaurant on 27 nov by cooking vietnamese food..hahaha...damn great leh..hahhaa
n one more things is my cousin going 2 in the modelling centre with his friend who is shine shawn...feel that so jeolous 2 them...T.T..then i stay at thr 2 watch movie wit my cousin till 11 something oni come back...so i hv 2 going 2 sleep now coz 2moro need 2 wake up at 5 something 2 go my aunt shop....tattaa..gudnitexxxxx

my unhappy day...

2day is my fifth day of spm..
i feel very stress n tired...
keep on study 4 my maths but still cant remember it...coz i hate maths...when i told my grandmom that i cant study 4 my maths n cant even fokus to it...my grandmom feel so sad n very worried about me...i feel like very upset coz when saw my grandmom so worry about me...everytime when i told something 2 my grandmom about de bad things of me..she sure feel very sad...so i promise 2 myself that i wont make my grandmom feel unhappy bcoz of me....she always care bout me n i should not make her feel sad...but 2day i really make my grandmom feel very sad bcoz i do something wrg that make she so upset....i really dunwan it happening but wat should i do after i ady make it....'ahma'i really so sorry 2 make u feel sad n so worry about me..but i promise u that i will try my best 2 do my spm well not matter wat its happening...thanksssss very much my lovely grandmom....i love u very much...anyway i always think that wat should i do 2 make my family feel happy n wat should i do 2 change my attitude..i really dunno wat should i do...it make me feel so headache somemore plus my spm is ady on the way n after that i need 2 worry about have a money 4 my hair dressing course...i dunwan 2 take my grandmom money coz my grandmom ady not working somemore she hv 2 take that money 4 her own..not matter wats is happening i really dunwan 2 take my grandmom money but i really worried that my father will force me 2 take my grandmom money since he ady not working anymore...i really dont hope that is happening...if really not enough money...i will other job 4 part time n borrow money from my grandmom or my father n not matter whoi first 2 start my hairdressing course than oni use my part time money n after i finish study then work..i will use that money 2 gv bavck 2 my grandmom or de person who borrow me money 2 study 4 my hairdressing course....anyway i oso hope that i can doing well in my study of hairdressing course...i hope that in dis 10 month course..i will try my best 2 learn it well n could understand it well bout it....so i will be stop here coz i need 2 go sleep d....
gudnitex my frenzzzzzz........

my life

in my life i was from a big family wit 6 member..

i love my grandmom very much coz she take care me from small 2 big..

oni my grandmom can make me feel happy wont hv any of pressure..

everytime i will think of her not matter how i feel...

anyway i still lost something in my life..although suroundings me hv alot of ppl can teman me n take care me but i still cant find de perfect person in my life who can take me n teman me when i need someone..i still cant hv something that i want in my life too...

so i really hope that i can get de things that i havent get..n wish i will hv a perfect day in my life!!

anyway everyday i will saw alot of sweet couple 2gether wit their smile n full of hapinness..i will feel very jeolous 2 them..wish that i can hv someone that can share he life story wit me...

lastly wish everyone hv a sweet day wit their lover...