hahahhaha...i come again 2 continue my latest story...ehem ehem...other than arguement,fighting,tiredness,working,pressure n alot of sweet n sour things...at my new place n first month of feb in the new year of 2010 i found my happiness in papa rich kota kemuning n can make alot of new frenz too....actually i ady date six times from i form 1 till now i finish spm n ady 18 yaers old...but among de six guys i cant feel tat i couple wit them coz they just let me a unhappiness memories..finally i ady find the one who are really care me more than tat n i oso can say tat i not sure 2 wat he thinking n he background..but i can feel it n look from he character n how much he care 2 he family especially the sister n he mom...i can say tat is too fast 4 us 2 get 2gether n 2 understand he but i dunwan 2 waste my time 2 understand he well n on the other hand i hope i can believe he n he oso can believe me n care more about me coz i not a brave gul n abit shy when socialise with other person same 2 him..somemore i just oni noe he n ady start couple wit he so i cant so good 2 he n bcoz of dis it will make he feel tat i not like he n sometime v oos will argue bcoz of dis.....so i really hope tat he could understand my situation n plssss dun make me more pressure coz i really so stress d..hv 2 worry n think alot of things...about my study,resultn my future...i really how 2 manage it....i not like them wan money 4 study n wan wat sure got n they sure will get it....i hv 2 earn spend 4 myself even i got family n from a sederhana family but i still need 2 depend 2 myself...so i dun hope tat i get a bf who keep on 2 make me n stress n din ever care much bout me or just take me as he toy.....i wish he can be my first n last n make me more happy n dun make me sad......anyway on the same i oso can oso can do as the same as it.....erm....so dis can be say tat its god is very good 2 me coz let me find a good job...salary n a good guy 2 accompany me..hahahhaaha
hope he wont make me dissapointed yea....tatata
goodnitez everyone...:)
haloo....my dearest frenz i was coming back d with my new hair style n look...erm...i start on last year dis k??after finish spm on dis...i start my work at wh aeon jusco bukit tinggi as a sales girl...on tat time i was so busy wit my work till no time 2 accompany my family d...haiz..so sad...but anyway i still hv some arguement wit my father coz he say my work place is too far n ask me 2 stop n change work..so its make me damn sad n bcoz of tat i fight wit he..luckily i change my mind then go 2 interview in papa rich at my nearest house kota kemuning n get work at thr....so its make me feel happy of it...actually i go 2 interview as waitress but the boss want me 2 become cashier o..so i go 2 try it lo...after change 2 here...i work at nite 2 midnite...which was from 4pm-1am...so i need 2 come back at 1.30am...its oso very susah 4 me coz my father sure will wait me till i coming back home...its make me so pening....i scared he will ask me 2 chnage work n find again another work.....i dun hope it coz work at thr its quite fun n i dunwan bcoz of tat not understanding father make me keep on change work...anyway i ady heard wat he told me tat change work 2 my nearest house n i ady do it...so from now onwards i ady promise 2 myself i wont change d...if he still ask me 2 change it...i sure wont respect 2 he decision de...coz i ady i hv no time anymore..i need earn enough money 4 my study in hairdressing course..n i need 2 start it on next year...so i should do it.........erm...now oni i understand ppl life is unperfect...we hv 2 depend 2 ourself 2 do it better n 2 make our life become more meaningful...until now i still rmb 2 wat my frenz say "just be urself dont always try 2 be other person...i always u drin"until now i still can rmb it..even my bf oso say tat 2 me...ok la...i stop here n continue the 2nd wan...k???love u all.....muaksssss