after go through so many problem , finally found out alot of things that make me feel there are nothing impossible , and the important is we have to appreciate our time with the pppl around us and dont make them feel unhappy just because of u emo-ing ..
sorry for my attitude , i know i am rude but i am who i am .. so i wont care to how ppl loook on me , tease me or anything ... because they rite , i not a good girl , i just the person who with the bad tempered , rude , lc and will easily get mad and wont care who you are .. i am just care about myself with sympathy and without empathy .. that is how i am ...
so what , i just cant change the reality but i will try to change to become the better to care each person around me .. just please take me as a normal person pls dont make me feel lonely , i am scared to be lonely ... i just afraid to be alone ...
so the only is i will appreciate my time with everyone and make friends with them but only to the person who worth to be friends means not everyone also can be so easy make friends with me , if the person not type that i can accept , i dont think in this power is better than everyone but kindness is the most important in this life ..
