feel sick in these few days ....

this few days my sorethroat is very painful till cant talk anymore..

damn piss off and cant eat whaever i want...need to be more alert to the food and drink much water as i can...anyway i feeling very sick and very dizzy...everytime sure feel very dizzy because of lack sleep and not enough exercise and feel very stress too...

just a few days ago fight with the guy again..damn hate he la...i know he just kidding but

why must on my no mood time go to kacau people...damn he la...fucking piss off

and dulan because of thats person makes me no mood to work anymore...

anyway thats oso good for me to make me more focus ob study but when working time i scared because of he again i need to be emo...hate it la ....nothing much can say fucking hate it sooooo muchiieeeee..why got dis kind of person de...haizzzzzz

2 days is my very bad day + bad mood..pisss it off

today i feel very bad mood the whole day..is really makes me sooo bad mood with the bad

days the whole days...early in the morning the computer already spoil already makes me feel

so bad bad mood because need to do the whole report and need to search one by one carefully anot will let them scold me kao kao....damn piss off wei...fuck it off la the stupid computer and the report from my life makes me feel so tired..and never mind because its my work and i supppose to do it but early in the morning the just because of the stupid computer makes me feel so bad d but not soo bad because at least is not the computer fault but early in the morning

already makes a mistakes and giving more money to the customer..

i am really such a blur girl and its already makes me damn pisss off with it but still another problem came up....need to check the stock manually and done everythings especially others...

anyway all of thats is my responsible things to do it...now is the more serious things is today i just want to ask question thats i dunno to make it more clear but the keep on get scolded by the people so damn hate it and damn dulan of her...

i know she angry is just because she want to release her anger but if she really want to release dun la release on other person have to know how to respect other people as a collegues and cant keep on just do whatever she like mah...damn hate la somemore i already try to be patience all the time when with her but now she really make me sooo beh tahan with the wat kind of the attitude with thats...be soh cari orang marah happy then find people to gila....then before talk till finish she ady off people phone...u know wat is "MORAL"....

then somemore people ady sooo piss off faster finish my work and keep on get scolded but the stupid fuckers "BITCH GOH" come to kacau people....yesterday the stupid suckers mahai orang asing come to buat hal now come again the stupid fuckers "BITCH" which can knowns as the FUCKERS stupid ass AUTHY "DAUGHTER" AND THE mahai suckers stupid iDIOT ORANG ASING "WIFE" really so suit to pokai together la..damn benci and hate it......go to bark like a dog..yesterday the stupid orang asing with tak ada otak punya ady can go to hell la GO TO CAMPAK THE MONEY luckily din kena me kena me i let the idiot go to jail straight away.....now comeagain THE SUPER DUPER BITCH...same attitude...people ady want to give back the money then last minutes take out the cibai credit card like very rich but finally end up with the cannot process card..ahhahahahahahahah...laugh like the hell for the BITCH...

THEN after thats second time THE BITCH sengaja take out the money again for the last minutes....damn her la....make hehr pokai like a hell and jump into the jungle ..not nid to stay at the whole la..such a UNLUCKY DAY..ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHH

DUN LET ME SAW AGAIN..DAMN SUPER DUPER HATE IT

the most laughing day for me:)

today should be my happy day but i can feel tired and lazy somemore

when at the morning time i am really full of lazyness and feel very headache cause

of my sore throat suddenly feel like have something stuck at the middle of my troat..

really feel very sick and hot body then after thats get scold again really

makes me feel more piss offf and want to go home for rest but i cant ..after awhile i am feel much better or not i am sooo dulan and want to die d...feeel so suffer..

althought thats but after thats i get better and another the whole day have no customer..

only a few of my bosss customer and our sales is very low..but also is a happy days for me because i can chit chat happily with my collegues and spend a great time with them with laugh and a jokes..then after thats going back to careffour see again my another funny friends..

actually he is very ego and he is the only one i keep on want to kidding with he and makes he feel so geli and hates me when i bully he...

anyway sometimes he will say the words thats i hate it but i also feel very happy to it because i need to be patience to stop he from angry me again..i really scared thats he will stop talking to me althought he is not sooo goood..and what for i want to care what he say but i really dunwan makes he angry

the working day again

early in the morning already get scold..very bad in the mood...

but still makes me feel double bad mood again..haizzzz..damn piss it off..

i am sooo tired and feel so sleepy..everyday lack of sleeep..my life is only working, study, eat, sleep, rushing for assignment, exam, shopping, and try to how communicate with the people thats i dunno and mostly of them is the stupid idiot authy

and uncle which have scold me before and taught me before...just a few days ago meet a stupid fatty womanand old folks lady scold me just not because of my matter...go to hell la scold people without any of reason..feel so tired d still need the two old folks women face especially thesuper duper idiot old folks women talking like without any respect..pls la authy and the fatty women still complain me when i was having a customer service times..just go to HELL la both of the women....make me damn pissss it off....dulan....damn it la..if i not working sure screw back...

another idiot day..unlucky

1st day

today just have a big complain from customer..

actually is not my fault but i keep on blame by others..actually i thought thats i was working

afternoon shift but all of sudden they say is my fault because when they

ask the person in charge then they say is my fault after thats..

say i was late for around 11am makes me need to lost rm60 ringgit u noe...is rm60 abig amount which i cannot buy alot of things with it..super duper hate it..

pissssss it offf...hate it very much...just have a complain from the idiot stupid women fuckers at my another outlet then makes me keep scolding by the idiot suckers women..piss it off..

now again another problem at the same place..not only thats because of rm1000 then i only i kepp work full time to get my money but now say i lost rm60 from there...$mcmcmkj%$mxmmm...damn pisssss off..but what can i do all the people say my fault and what la thats la..

if i say another things then the pakat sure say again my fault...

damn it..all bad day for me....damnn hate it alot..

hate to be emotional all the time:(

i am feel so sad to be tooo emotional all the time..

actually i just wanna to be a normal girl without any pressure and stress and

just try to be happy with my family, lovely grandparents and my friends including all the

person aound me but i cant...everytime i sure keep on argue with my parents..

for not allowed me do that do this and anthing else thats i hate to do it..

i just cant stand my hot tempered all the time and totally hate myself till makes my family keepon argue to each other just because of me..i really really want to change my attitude but i cant do it..

anyway i have try to change alot since the day i was working at here and i was feel

have learn alot from my collegues and friends who always care for me and teach me how to learn

not tooo emotional all the time and try to avoid the bad things from side..

i havelearn how to communicate to those ppl..but i still cant control my emotional when going back home time..its totally makes me feel i am soo suck..

i just hope my family can be happy and my lovely grandparents especially my lovely grandmom will not argue with my grandpap and will have a healty body..dun worried too much about me and my studborn father..i will feel happpy and will do everythings just as my lovely grandmom will feel happy and my family and all my friends....just hope i can done it well...