Friday, September 3, 2010

when the day i was alone

this is 5th times change job..everyone sure think that i am the person who like to change work but actually i not...i just want to try new things whichc can make me feel more good n get more experience to it..anyway i feel so sad coz i have leave my nice working place that i ever find it in my life but unfortunately i oso not working thr anymore..now i still confusing what should i do coz today when my first day working at my new place then suddenly i get a call and ask me go to interview..its will surprising me but its oso very good coz i back to careffour again but i still need to be humble enough and i think dis was my last job d...coz i have change too many job d..n i dont want my make other ppl misunderstand me while i keep on changing work somemore keep on stay at the same place...i ady feel so tired dis kind of life..i really not understand y i should make myself become so kelam kabut and so crazy..y i should make till all ppl hate me..i really not understand what other ppl will think about me ..i keep on think a negative side about other ppl about me...i just feel so lucky to have my study,work that around me...especially my lovely greadmom...if not i think i will not alive anymore...its so much pain in my life...everyday i just try to avoid as much as possible..