happy day :)

today is my happy day and i know i cant ponteng class but this is the only chance

to going out for shopping , movie , and eat with my friends .. there are nisa and xin yee ... i feel

soooo happy because can go for wash and blow at apt .. there are three of us and firstly i have make the person give us rm28 for let us wash and blow and after that can have a leng zai for me to wash and blow hahaah ... soo syok can release all my stress out after finish wash and blow nice

.. then go for another trip with xin yee and nisa by having our lunch in cafe ..

now only i realize that in this world there are no guy that can believe and there are only friends can believe and i will promise to myself from now onwards wont believe to any guys anymore ... there are only have a hurt and tears .. anyway just forget it and try to be happy all the time like today .... after have our lunch ... we go for movie Scream 4 ... is very funny but scaring ... and actually my mood is soo syok but after realize that there are a STUPID FUCKERS GUY sitting down there keep on looking up and do something that make people feel that STUPID FUCKERS GUY look like a shit is a mad perosn ... damn piss off ... and totally make my mood spoilt luckily the STUPID FUCKERS IDIOT person faster get off from the cinema .... mahai ... make my mood spoilt ... but nvm after that i ady forget it and still back to movie ... after that ahead to shopping and wan to buy alot of clothes but need to wait till i have enough money first ... ahhaha first of all i need to ta ke my car license as soon as possible and then continue with all the stuff... after back to home i ask xin yee fetch me back mcd.. and going back home feel can relax and hear to music but end up get scolding by the OLD BICTH .. totally spoilt my mood again ... diu han si ... hate it and damn it ... go to damn u the little STUPID DAMN FUCKERS GIRL la .. cibai .. then after that then only get out from here ..... ishhhh DAMN LA suppose be happy day an dall because of the fuckers OLD BICTH fault .. Damn la ...fuck off and chill... anway i enjoy before that

hate to be lonely

i just want to change to be a better of person in my life ..

y cant give me a chance to change it to become the better person in my life ..

i just need a love , protection and a better lifestyle with full of happiness..

i just need a normal life and i have a family and alot of friends but i still

feel very lonely everytime and every second of my time...maybe i dunno how to

appreciate them but i really is the type oif the girl who are dont even know how to apppreciated to other person and just do whaever i like but pls give me a chance to change it to better ...

i just hate myself to be lonely in everytime of every second of my time ... its make me crazy and .. today my friends last minutes only told me thats tml will be having a meeting but all is the last minutes problem ... how could i want to take a transport to subang and nobody can fetch me even the person i need a help toi fetch me also run away as soon as possible and i know thats not they choice too..but i really feel thats i am very lonely after realize thats today problem make me feel thats i am just a lonely girl who dunno how to express out my feeling and dont know how to live in this kind of life ... i just want to be like other person with alot of freedom and i want to change everything bad to good as well...i hate this kind of life with alot of stress and i would like to change a better to have a life without any of tension and happiness ............... i just want to be alike like other people ... y is sooo difficult for me ...