Thursday, May 27, 2010

the 3rd day of my college..






2day is my 3rd day in college..2day having introduction of hospitality which teach by miss farah...she is a good lecturer and not so strict la..anyway feel glad to teach by miss farah coz she is so funny....in other hand i oso feel so happy coz get to know two new frenz from diploma of accountacy...who was mimi and jiesie...ahhahaa....actually before i enter through college..i thought tat college life is boring but now i found tat college life is very fun and niceeeee.....ahhahaa...i meet alot new frenz and found tat study life is very fun and v can have some games on it during the class time...yesterday i just learn a general languages..anyway thr are something boring things which everyday when having break time dunno wan to go whr for lunch...other than summit old town and other stall..its ady no more other stall can go for lunch...isssshhhhh....maybe next week we have get ready for asssigment and presentation for my general languages...haizzzzz...my freedom day is ady want to finish....haizzzzz.....its ok...i already get ready for my assigment and on the hand i am so excited for my college life assigment....ahhahahhaaa




Monday, May 24, 2010

my first day of college..

2day is my first day of orientation...just feel everything was change after i step to segi college on the first day..no more uniform,no more school shoes...more freedom and can meet alot of friends...feel so happy but still have something i feel so upset coz i still cant control my hot tempered but me feel not satisfied..bcoz of my hot tempered i hv make my family fight to each other and hv make my grandmom feel i crazy...y i cant control it...i really want to change my hot tempered..i dun hope it keep on make me hate by others...its ady enough for me to become a bad person with the bad attitude..and crazy...and everything thats control me from small to big...i dunwan to hate by other ppl anymore..i dunwan to make my grandmom upset and cry..i dunwan to make my siblings fight to each other..i dunwan to make my parents so upset bcoz of me..i dunwan to really dunwan hate by others ppl..just to satisfied my witness....its ady enough for me to get hurt and ady enough for other ppl to get hurt bcoz of me....i hate myself damn much......someone have told me b4 need to be a ourselve..duneven try to be other....i still rmb the words that he gv a advice to me...i really feel so glateful to noe he and thankssssss very much but i still cant do it coz that was not me at all...now i just hope everything evil things just disapperead around me..i dunwan to get control by it anymore from today onwards...i hate it damn much.....after the day today i hv see alot of different in my life usually from starting to the end...now i can feel that my ambition hv achieve to in college..but i still need to achieve my study as well to prove that Allycia Wong Shu Rong is not a failure person but is a berjaya ppl.........i can do it.......^^

Thursday, May 20, 2010

everything was just change of sudden

after the day tomorrow..i could feel tat the day is keep on changing in my life...and my life is getting more challenging and sometime maybe will feel kinda bored as well....dunno how 2 clasified it..just one word can be say tat i feel very excited coz my scool is going to start next week...hahahaah...so gud..or not i really feel so boring...coz everyday need 2 face alot of problem when working time and feel very tired as well....haizzzzzzz...anyway i really hope tat my life will getting more fun and chalengging without any of triredness or feel boring and other...one things make me happy is i bought a new laptop and i get to college on next wek monday....other than that i oso can earn money as well...while study time...i really hope tat is will be fine overall in my life....dunwan 2 be like last time...which was so crazy in my life...i hate my emosional and too crazy attitude...i just wan to start my new life and plsssssss i can change my attitude as well...like how normal ppl can do it...i just wanna to be myself...plsssss

Saturday, May 1, 2010

today i feel so boring and very hate myself who cant even control myself tempered..i feel so boring and feel tat wan 2 find people to lepas geram..i hate to be like dis..but i really cant control my hot tempered..its make me so feel soo bad..anyway yesterday i din have a good sleep..somemore i feel so boring and cant parents somemore keep on annoying at my ear..its make me feell so bad about it...i just hope to relax at home and just want tooo have my freedom like how other people got..tats is just a simple things..but y they keep on care about me like 3 years child who still drink mommy milk..i hate it very much...i ady 18 years and i need a freedom..can u just let me do wat i want and plsssss dun keep on gv me a pressure..i will feel very stress and its will cause my emotion..u noee??????after resigned from papa rich i thought i can hv more rest but its not..its just a burden too me....i hate about it damn much!!!!i want to find part time job in carrefour by tomorrow..anot i scared in dis two weeks..i will become mad girl....its make me feel so annoying,boring,and bad mood..on the other hand i really cant understand myself sometimes..actually i just want FREEDOM from parents..then everything will be fine...i dun hope to argue alot..i am already toooo tired....plsss let me alone..and do wat i want..pls dun keep on annoying at my ear...plssss dun so care about me..plsss let me FREE in my world..i already feel very very very very very very tired......................................................
JUST LET ALLYCIA WONG SHU RONG FREE IN HER WORLD..PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS