2day just wake up early in the morning around 7 something...my face feel like dead crop..haizzzz..anyway i still feel very happy coz can go to play badminton with my sister n brother in kota damansara..i feel very energetic n feel tat thats is quite long time i din play badminton n do sport...after i getting busy with my work n study..i feel very tired but anyway i still feel very happy coz can earn money to buy laptop n study n continue study in college..other than that i oso hv less burden..i like it n its very tired too...anyway now i still work as part time waitresss in pak hailam cafe near my house n study on weekdays..lucky the boss is very good person n still let me to work however i ady change my work time for so many times...maybe is just because not enough workers..if not i ady resigned n din work anymore..haizzz...i still want to work to afford my daily life n study or not i really will have alot of burden...thanksss to god to let me have a good study n work..thankssss to god:)anyway i still have to face alot pro in my world coz everyday need to worry my work n study n scared i will hurt anyone around me or do any mistakes in my work n relationship either study n other....i just try to avoid all the evil things but i cant do it coz i really dunno how to change my attitude n do the correct way....at the night time went to my aunt shop in klang..n visit my lovely grandmom n grandpap..i feel very proud of it n its very good to me...dis few days i have alot assingment need to be complete n lucky still have one month to let me finish it n its was in the group....hahahah...still have to try my best to finish my assingment somemore with the group...i need noe how to manage it n have 2 noe how to settle the problem that we face..at the last thats all for today.....:)
hope my lovely grandparents have a nice day n nice dream..i love u all..muakssssss:)

i am so emo:(

till today i still feel very sad in every minute of my life..i feel my burden are become very heavy n heavy till i cant afford to make it be light in my life..i hate it damn much..i just hope to make myself relax without thinking of anything...everytime when i feel sad i sure will hide my feeling in my heart n dun wanna to share with anyone coz i really dunno want to share with who..there no one that i can share...i need to study from monday to thursday n need to work on friday n saturday...only one day to be rest on sunday..i really feel very tired n dun hope to work anymore coz my college life become more tough now...i have 3 asssignment need to be finish n pass up in the same time which on 31 august..lucky its was group work n we still have one month to finish it..haizzz...somemore need to get ready for event management thats was our class project need to be finish and the date line oso on august of 6..other than that i still have to finish my homework which was account make me so tough..n english..i really need a time for myself to study n finish work..but i still need to work for my daily life n study..i dun hope to take money from my parents..its make me more burden..i more hate it ...i just to want to be myself n hope i can recover from my mad n sicknesss...i just hope to escape it from my bad attitude which make everyone who are care about me to be hurt especially my lovely grandmom..i want to do it not matter wats happening just want to change my bad attitude..i just hope it...anyway i still need my work to afford my everything which havent be finish at all n need to be finish as i wish i can get it ..ahahhhahah...

at the last i want to say Allycia Wong Shu Rong is time for u to change n try to do the best to make ur life be more meaningful n escape from the evil life..make ur lovely grandmom to be happy forever..n dun make anyone who are care about u to be hurt again n again..Allycia Wong Shu Rong just try to do it n dont give in ur life..ALLYCIA WONG SHU RONG u sure can do it:)

argggghhhhhh!!!

i really cant understand y people cant have a perfect way to walk in their world..in dis world no such things are perfect like how my life now..2day i wake up early n have breakfast with my family in vegetarian shop then come late to class at 12 something..suppose the class begin at 12pm..then after class at 3 then we went to summit to watch movie the legend is born ip man..i like it damn much coz its have a nice story n background..its quite funny tooo...hahahahaa...anyway before tat we oso went 4 dinner n walk before the movie start..i very happy but when going back home time..i just have a arguement with my father..i hate it damn much like to talk alot...then complain to my grandmom..make my lovely grandmom cry n feel so sad...i hate i hate...other than tat today the idiot bakery call me n scold me pula...she say ask me to come for training at 5p...but actually she din told me tat n just ask me to come on thursday..isssshhhhh..hate it damn much la...wat the hell with dis kind of people..i really cant understand y got dis kind of perosn..isshshhshhshshs...whaever..i oso feel tat dunwan to work a double work..but at nite she suddenly ask me to go work on sunday o...haahhaha..wat a funny things...anyway i still have to went back..lo...unfortunately can get more salary hahahahha.....at the last i want to scream out AHMA I LOVE U IN MY LIFE NOT MATTER WATS HAPPENING IN STILL WANT TO STAY IN UR LIFE..AHMA I MISS U...AHMA PLSSS FORGIVE TO EVERYTHING I WAS DONE...SORRRRRRRRYYYYYYYY......AHMA DUN CRY....I LOVE U SOOOOOO MUCH....

sarah,ben zhi,fadhi and me..

vivien and me..

the evil of myself..

i just imagine wat person i am..i really hope tat to be a good person in my world..anyway i still cant do it coz i cant be able to control my emotions and attitude as welll...i really hate myself..everytime keep on make my family n frenz worried about me...i just wanna try to be other person n dun ever hope to be myself..i really hate myself till want to die...everything when i feel very stress or under pressure..i will become a mad person like the hell..so i really hope tat to change everything in my life and change my attitude as well...i really dun hope to be evil and make everyone so hurt just bcoz of me especially my lovely grandmom and my parents who are care me so much and try to escape me from the evil world...now i ady face alot of things and can earn money and pay my own fees and ady reach to college and mix with a different of ppl..i feel tat every of my friends can be good to their family or either siblings or to their friends..they can escape them from under pressure..or out of control..i just hope tat to be other n dun hope to be myself...i hate..i hate i hate...some of them who are change me alot but unfortunately i still cant change myself into good...i really cant undersrand actually wat do i hope other than dis...i face alot of things and try to be myself and had learn alot of mistakes from the wrong to be better..
i really hope tat my world will be change change change...on the other hand..i want to be grow up in my life and dun hope to keep myself in evil..pls let me away from my self...i feel very hurt wanna to change...hope i can try my best to be better as well...:)