Tuesday, December 28, 2010

imperfect..

there was no imperfect things in this world..
sure have the bad side if the person have too good looking..
today i just found it that everyone sure will have their bad before have their goods..
when i start working fromeach of the different places then only i can noe that there are imperfect things in this world such as when..the people give me a impression who are good looking from other people sights but from inside is not...
anyway i just found my real world after go around the places and having alot of trouble..
finally i get wat i want to do and what actually i want it..
sometimes will feel happy and sometimes will sad..
after big round just found thats i doesnt need everythings but i just need the friends around me..
when the days i start working at pepito hair studio..i feel very warm and wont feel any dissapointed or sad..i feel sooo happy can chit chat with them and makes a joke with them..
everytime in every minutes of second i sure feel so happy coz can saw them and i like this job tooo much..there are too many my friendly collegues and friends..is makes me want to stay with them forever and ever not matter whats is happening..
i am always lonely girl in my life..there are no best friends and best family for me...
i am lonely in everywhere i have been..but this only the places thats i can found my fun and happiness...is makes me ady enough without anythings..
i have learn sp many things in pepito hair studio and makes a real friends with them..
thats are no more stress and more boring to me..working+study is already anough d..
from there i can learn how to communicates with my people and learns how to wash and blow people hair..others than thats i can learn how to do treatment..
i feel wants to thanks sooo much to Sebastian and my beloved friends to let me learns soo many things..:)
however start with my exam in this sem 2..
i am feel so stress when having this exam...especially the stupid french which makes me feel so stress..i think i can do it very well and feel very intresting..but end up with boring..
i am sooo scared thats i need retake in this sem..
especially marketing and french..
its makes me soo worries if i retake..i will lost everythings if i need..i REALLY DONT WANT TO LOST MY JOB..:'(

imperfect..