the 3rd day of my college..

2day is my 3rd day in college..2day having introduction of hospitality which teach by miss farah...she is a good lecturer and not so strict la..anyway feel glad to teach by miss farah coz she is so funny....in other hand i oso feel so happy coz get to know two new frenz from diploma of accountacy...who was mimi and jiesie...ahhahaa....actually before i enter through college..i thought tat college life is boring but now i found tat college life is very fun and niceeeee.....ahhahaa...i meet alot new frenz and found tat study life is very fun and v can have some games on it during the class time...yesterday i just learn a general languages..anyway thr are something boring things which everyday when having break time dunno wan to go whr for lunch...other than summit old town and other stall..its ady no more other stall can go for lunch...isssshhhhh....maybe next week we have get ready for asssigment and presentation for my general languages...haizzzzz...my freedom day is ady want to finish....haizzzzz.....its ok...i already get ready for my assigment and on the hand i am so excited for my college life assigment....ahhahahhaaa

my first day of college..

2day is my first day of orientation...just feel everything was change after i step to segi college on the first day..no more uniform,no more school shoes...more freedom and can meet alot of friends...feel so happy but still have something i feel so upset coz i still cant control my hot tempered but me feel not satisfied..bcoz of my hot tempered i hv make my family fight to each other and hv make my grandmom feel i crazy...y i cant control it...i really want to change my hot tempered..i dun hope it keep on make me hate by others...its ady enough for me to become a bad person with the bad attitude..and crazy...and everything thats control me from small to big...i dunwan to hate by other ppl anymore..i dunwan to make my grandmom upset and cry..i dunwan to make my siblings fight to each other..i dunwan to make my parents so upset bcoz of me..i dunwan to really dunwan hate by others ppl..just to satisfied my witness....its ady enough for me to get hurt and ady enough for other ppl to get hurt bcoz of me....i hate myself damn much......someone have told me b4 need to be a ourselve..duneven try to be other....i still rmb the words that he gv a advice to me...i really feel so glateful to noe he and thankssssss very much but i still cant do it coz that was not me at all...now i just hope everything evil things just disapperead around me..i dunwan to get control by it anymore from today onwards...i hate it damn much.....after the day today i hv see alot of different in my life usually from starting to the end...now i can feel that my ambition hv achieve to in college..but i still need to achieve my study as well to prove that Allycia Wong Shu Rong is not a failure person but is a berjaya ppl.........i can do it.......^^

everything was just change of sudden

after the day tomorrow..i could feel tat the day is keep on changing in my life...and my life is getting more challenging and sometime maybe will feel kinda bored as well....dunno how 2 clasified it..just one word can be say tat i feel very excited coz my scool is going to start next week...hahahaah...so gud..or not i really feel so boring...coz everyday need 2 face alot of problem when working time and feel very tired as well....haizzzzzzz...anyway i really hope tat my life will getting more fun and chalengging without any of triredness or feel boring and other...one things make me happy is i bought a new laptop and i get to college on next wek monday....other than that i oso can earn money as well...while study time...i really hope tat is will be fine overall in my life....dunwan 2 be like last time...which was so crazy in my life...i hate my emosional and too crazy attitude...i just wan to start my new life and plsssssss i can change my attitude as well...like how normal ppl can do it...i just wanna to be myself...plsssss

today i feel so boring and very hate myself who cant even control myself tempered..i feel so boring and feel tat wan 2 find people to lepas geram..i hate to be like dis..but i really cant control my hot tempered..its make me so feel soo bad..anyway yesterday i din have a good sleep..somemore i feel so boring and cant parents somemore keep on annoying at my ear..its make me feell so bad about it...i just hope to relax at home and just want tooo have my freedom like how other people got..tats is just a simple things..but y they keep on care about me like 3 years child who still drink mommy milk..i hate it very much...i ady 18 years and i need a freedom..can u just let me do wat i want and plsssss dun keep on gv me a pressure..i will feel very stress and its will cause my emotion..u noee??????after resigned from papa rich i thought i can hv more rest but its not..its just a burden too me....i hate about it damn much!!!!i want to find part time job in carrefour by tomorrow..anot i scared in dis two weeks..i will become mad girl....its make me feel so annoying,boring,and bad mood..on the other hand i really cant understand myself sometimes..actually i just want FREEDOM from parents..then everything will be fine...i dun hope to argue alot..i am already toooo tired....plsss let me alone..and do wat i want..pls dun keep on annoying at my ear...plssss dun so care about me..plsss let me FREE in my world..i already feel very very very very very very tired......................................................

JUST LET ALLYCIA WONG SHU RONG FREE IN HER WORLD..PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

i really cant understand wat guys he was thinking....he thought i like he just because he was handsome..he thought he think everything was right..sorry about tat..i really can say tat i like he not because of he handsome but just because i like he coz its a feeling...i really cant understand y should i like he sooo much...he just a ordinary guy wit the simple looking but he ady hurt me 2 times more than tat..i hate he sooooo much...first time he say he like me and want 2 couple wit me then after that he become soo gud 2 me...somemore start couple wit me...i ahte he soooooooooo much...i really soo dissapointed 2 myself..y should i like he soo much eevn he din care me soo much somemore everytime sure hurt me alot...i hate he sooo much...how come he just pretend like everything does not happening around i and he at all...i cant understand how come he do tat 2 me...make me waste time,waste money.....its ok..from now onwards i ay told myself i will break up wit he and contact wit he anymore in my life...i hate dis guy sooo much

i want share my life with he every minute of every second in my life^^

2day i went 2 papa rich with my dear....we went thr 4 eat lunch but finally just order some fries and water 4 drink...then i oso meet he frenz at thr...lucky we can talk till so friendly...i love rynier alot...coz he sooo cute...he keep on say sorry coz he was late and apologize 2 me bcoz of the frenz fault....he make me feel tat he so honest....my dear is the best person in my life but cant replace my swetty grandmom in my heart....i love my swetty grandmom sooooooo much than my dear....anyway i still feel tat very happy by when stay wit my dear side...sometimes he will make me feel sad....sometimes he will make me feel very happy....sometimes he will bully me..i like he smile,i like he hold my hand,i like he heart,i like he bully me......i love he type...and everything in my life whaever how he become.....i still always stay with he side....hope tat we can stay 4ever n ever in my life and future like how we be now.....anyway i just wan rynier tattoi...

RYNIER<3allycia...allycia<3rynier>

the day pass one day by one day

after get a new job....i ady change my job 2 papa rich n work 4 almost 2months more...now ady want 2 resigned and continue my study in segi college on 24th may...hope everything willl be sussceful...anyway i will try my best 2 finish my study for 4 and half year....and hv a sucessful life in my future...which would bring good 2 my family......other than that i want 2 show 2 my lovely grandmom...and i want 2 let my lovely grandmom hv happy...including my lovely grandpap tooo...start work make me so stress plus now i couple with different culture guy who are very like 2 be relax and very like 2 play game.....he look very friendly 2 me...and very care 2 me...but after he resigned from papa rich...i seldom saw he anymore even talk oso become lesssss......y he hv 2 make me till like dis..i really cant control my feeling...and cover my sadnesss....i just can recover my feeling by patient and din ever wan 2 gv up on he....my heart feel very painful,tired,stress,and headache....i really not understand wat he was thinking and who i am 2 he???y sometime i can fel the happiness in our life and sometimes i hv 2 solve the pro when i was suffer bcoz of he......i dunwan 2 be like dis...ady so many times i wan 2 break up wit he bcoz of the small matter but i dont hope our realtionship become bad bcoz of my feeling...........i dunwan it happen but i dun like 2 stay in dis sadness worold between i and he....everytime he sure gv alot of excuse tat i cant accept...wat should i do now?????

however i still feel very happy coz i still can feel he love when saw he from the sight,smile and when he talk 2 me with the smilling face......xtually i cant understand wat happen 2 us...

he make me feel so nice n sad....

i dunno how 2 start our relationship..and how 2 end up our relationship...
i feel very hurt n feel so lonely....
actually i and he already break up and become friends but how come he act like have nothing was happening and still can always play,laugh and kidding wit me...i know we still are friends we can play,kidding and take care each other as a friends but i dun hope that only..i wan couple wit he like hold hand,hug,call he everynite and kiss 2 each otherbut i already feel ok even we already break up but he still take good care of me like how we couple tat time....i really cant understand wats he wan from me even he ady break wit me but i still can feel tat he was around wit me and din ever make me uncomfortable but i still can saw he keep on touch other gul like the staff around thr n keep on do the things tat i not like..he make me feel so hate he when saw he do dis kind of things and feel tat wan 2 punch he and staright away walk out from the place tat i was working and dun hope 2 see he 4ever and ever...................y i need 2 suffer bcoz of he..y??????actually until now i still cant forget he and feel tat wan 2 couple wit he again but i cant do it coz my heart ady broke by he means ady no more......4ever n ever still left a few days he work at papa rich....after tat we ady cant meet anymore somemore we ady no more couple so i tat time i cant even contact wit he or sms n saw he anymore....i know he was a playful boy and like 2 disturd girl like how he did 2 other girl n keep on bully me when we ady break up...but i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i ahte all kind of dis nonsense....its make me so frustrated....even i wan 2 feel all kind of dis but the things tat i really wan it is can couple wit he like how we hold hand 2 each other n kissing 2 each other...tats is call real couple and i dun hope tat we fighting around or he touch other gul hand.......like how he do 2day...i hate it.....idiot bitch....he dare 2 do all kind of dis infront of me but i still need 2 be good 2 he...i really cant understand wat he was thinking n what i was thinking now.....actually i still can find other guy who hv a better choice...but i still pretend like dis n saty at the lonely world n so suffering world wit he...........y?????????y i still hv 2 act coool and y i still love he....

my new dearest in2010:)

hahahhaha...i come again 2 continue my latest story...ehem ehem...other than arguement,fighting,tiredness,working,pressure n alot of sweet n sour things...at my new place n first month of feb in the new year of 2010 i found my happiness in papa rich kota kemuning n can make alot of new frenz too....actually i ady date six times from i form 1 till now i finish spm n ady 18 yaers old...but among de six guys i cant feel tat i couple wit them coz they just let me a unhappiness memories..finally i ady find the one who are really care me more than tat n i oso can say tat i not sure 2 wat he thinking n he background..but i can feel it n look from he character n how much he care 2 he family especially the sister n he mom...i can say tat is too fast 4 us 2 get 2gether n 2 understand he but i dunwan 2 waste my time 2 understand he well n on the other hand i hope i can believe he n he oso can believe me n care more about me coz i not a brave gul n abit shy when socialise with other person same 2 him..somemore i just oni noe he n ady start couple wit he so i cant so good 2 he n bcoz of dis it will make he feel tat i not like he n sometime v oos will argue bcoz of dis.....so i really hope tat he could understand my situation n plssss dun make me more pressure coz i really so stress d..hv 2 worry n think alot of things...about my study,resultn my future...i really how 2 manage it....i not like them wan money 4 study n wan wat sure got n they sure will get it....i hv 2 earn spend 4 myself even i got family n from a sederhana family but i still need 2 depend 2 myself...so i dun hope tat i get a bf who keep on 2 make me n stress n din ever care much bout me or just take me as he toy.....i wish he can be my first n last n make me more happy n dun make me sad......anyway on the same i oso can oso can do as the same as it.....erm....so dis can be say tat its god is very good 2 me coz let me find a good job...salary n a good guy 2 accompany me..hahahhaaha

hope he wont make me dissapointed yea....tatata

goodnitez everyone...:)

hi my dearest frenz...i come back d after one month n now ady 2010..sry yea....

haloo....my dearest frenz i was coming back d with my new hair style n look...erm...i start on last year dis k??after finish spm on dis...i start my work at wh aeon jusco bukit tinggi as a sales girl...on tat time i was so busy wit my work till no time 2 accompany my family d...haiz..so sad...but anyway i still hv some arguement wit my father coz he say my work place is too far n ask me 2 stop n change work..so its make me damn sad n bcoz of tat i fight wit he..luckily i change my mind then go 2 interview in papa rich at my nearest house kota kemuning n get work at thr....so its make me feel happy of it...actually i go 2 interview as waitress but the boss want me 2 become cashier o..so i go 2 try it lo...after change 2 here...i work at nite 2 midnite...which was from 4pm-1am...so i need 2 come back at 1.30am...its oso very susah 4 me coz my father sure will wait me till i coming back home...its make me so pening....i scared he will ask me 2 chnage work n find again another work.....i dun hope it coz work at thr its quite fun n i dunwan bcoz of tat not understanding father make me keep on change work...anyway i ady heard wat he told me tat change work 2 my nearest house n i ady do it...so from now onwards i ady promise 2 myself i wont change d...if he still ask me 2 change it...i sure wont respect 2 he decision de...coz i ady i hv no time anymore..i need earn enough money 4 my study in hairdressing course..n i need 2 start it on next year...so i should do it.........erm...now oni i understand ppl life is unperfect...we hv 2 depend 2 ourself 2 do it better n 2 make our life become more meaningful...until now i still rmb 2 wat my frenz say "just be urself dont always try 2 be other person...i always u drin"until now i still can rmb it..even my bf oso say tat 2 me...ok la...i stop here n continue the 2nd wan...k???love u all.....muaksssss

my happy day

2day i off but still need 2 wake up morning 2 meet my frenz at puchong ioi mall at 1pm...
b4 that i went 2 school 2 gv back all de book then took bus 2 ioi mall wit kah heng 2 ioi mall...after we arrive i,chai mei n kah heng hv our lunch at mcd while waiting 4 chuen yuen,chun tek,shun xiang n all some of my frenz from batu lapan....so miss they!!then we decide 2 go sing k....after that we planning 2 sing k till 8pm....but after chai mei come...some of my frenz who is xiu mun,shuet li,n one girl....feel not happy so they went back...after that chai mei oso leave wit her bf...n tat kuan oso gone...then oni left me,chuen yuen,chun tek,shun xiang,kah heng,kah heng leng zai...n me....i feel not comfortable coz one girl wit 5 guys....anyway they oso my frenz...hehee..after that i n kah heng went back at 6pm coz my father come 2 fetch me....then i went back just oni left 4 them...then i went back take my bath...online till midnite..
thats all....lazy....ahhahaha

my freedom is coming soon...

hurray still left one subject 2 going on that was ekonomi which on monday...
after that i going 2 shout as loud as i can..they maybe will not thinking i crazy gua coz some ppl sure shout oso like me as loud as they can after finish de ekonomi test..coz thats was our last paper n after we finish de test means...our SPM is over,our HIGH school life is over,my FREEDOM is coming sooon...then first i will go 2 work,highlight or maybe dye my hair,buy new handphone,n get enough money start 2 take hair dressing course then at de last take car lisence....n after i graduated from my hairdressing course then i will gv money 2 my lovely grandmom n grandfather n parents,buy laptop,ipodl,new car,n all the things that i wan it.....
anyway 2day i ady went 2 jusco bukit tinggi 2 find job...then wanted guessssss wat happening???
firstly i go 2 find each shop n found out that so many shop ady full n some of de shop just oni want part time job such as subzero...but i dunwan part time..i wan full time 2 make me earn more money as i can.....then i went 2 WH shop n i was so happy n thanks 2 my lovely god at thr coz.............................i get de JOB...but its make me not so like it coz still hv 2 wait till 14 disember....actually i planning after finish spm..then straight away headed 2 job but it make me hv 2 wait till 14 dfisember..haih!!wat can i do...just wait lo....
then i still go 2 other shop 2 find it out....but still de nonsense reason which was experience,perminent n age o....damn bad la.....but luckily i get 4 shop which was elizabeth,treats,opera which was my favourite shop ady got my name n they will confirm me as welll...hahahahha..however when i told my grandmom about it..my grandmom like no like it coz my supervisor is malay so my lovely grandmom scared 2 see i bully by de malay ppl....so i feeel unhappy 2 see my grandmom like that...so i hope that i will not disappointed my grandmomn grandfather..n my parenst as welll.......n i hope that de chinese shop like opera shoe shop can hired me coz i feel that if i work at thr i will be cheerful n my attitude towards everyone will be change especially my attitude n i will oso on the same time feel tired n stress.....thats is the things that i want 2 found out other than earn money2 continue my study in hairdressing course...but the problem is i ady confirm wit de supervisor at thr n its sight look very good salary that i can get but oni de things is i need 2 PATIENCE........OK LA....THATS ALL 4 2DAYYYYYYY

the things that make me realize something which are very important in our life

2day after finish account test..its make me realise something...
i think alot of things started from beggining till de end...
i wonder y in dis world so many people so like 2 ean alot of money n y so many ppl want 2 study hard till college????actually is bcoz of money can buy dis world n bcoz thats is de way how our human stay in dis world...but some ppl will not think of money..they just oni want 2 hv a meaningful life...other than that i oso realize that after i finish spm..i will growing bigger like adults n need 2 be independent n hv 2 experience alot of things around dis world...like i hv 2 find job 2 earn money 4 my hair dressing course...n hv 2 think how 2 be independent n try 2 change my atttitude tooo...i oso hv 2 learn how 2 communicate with other ppl in dis world n hv 2 try 2 socialize wit other ppl.....the most important things is we as adult n ady start 2 earn money..hv 2 try 2 be a patience person n dont always keep revenge with other person..all of this kind of things make me realize that how difficult 2 be a independent person n dont always think its too easy 2 stay in dis world without money n the most important is self independent...we hv 2 always try dont not depend other ppl 2 help us...n try 2 be humble when something in de situation which need us 2 learn something from other then oni v can learn up something n its oso can make each other more gooodddd......not only that i oso hv 2 learn how 2 keep money n dont always waste it coz wit that money i need 2 use 4 my hair dressing course n taking car license.....then after i finish my course n start working i need 2 gv back the money 2 my parents n my lovely grandmom n grandfather who take care me from smalll 2 big......
ok la....this is some of the things that make me realize....
byeeeeee...see u

the days b4 start account....

2day i ady finish my moral at 10.30am....so come back early...so swt..hahah
then my mom come 2 fetch me at school n went 2 shop 2 buy some vegetables 4 cook...
when i coming back home..feel that very very tired n feel that want go 2 sleep early but hv 2 finish my lunch first then oni i went 2 sleep at 12 something till 2.14pm...so after i wake up then straight away go 2 take bath b4 get ready 2 study 4 my account...actually not feel that want 2 study 4 account but whaever wats the matter..i still want 2 start 2 revise my account test which will start by next week...so i went 2 matahari clubhouse 2 start my revision till 8pm..then went 2 my cousin house 4 watching movie...i feel that very happy when talk wit my cousin n we decide 2 go 4 watching movie on dis friday which was 2010 but heard my cousin'aaron'say that the ticket was full n need 2 booked first b4 we going thr....ehehe..so happy that can go 2 watch movie wit my cousin n hope that my father will let me 2 go..btw my cousin told me that i become so fat ady n need 2 jian fei liao so i really need 2 keep fit ady n hope i will keep my body figure as nice as my cousin'aurdy'which has a nice body shape like model....haizzzzzzzz
anyway i get a good news from my cousin that he will be going 2 work at my aunt pavillion restaurant on 27 nov by cooking vietnamese food..hahaha...damn great leh..hahhaa
n one more things is my cousin going 2 in the modelling centre with his friend who is shine shawn...feel that so jeolous 2 them...T.T..then i stay at thr 2 watch movie wit my cousin till 11 something oni come back...so i hv 2 going 2 sleep now coz 2moro need 2 wake up at 5 something 2 go my aunt shop....tattaa..gudnitexxxxx

my unhappy day...

2day is my fifth day of spm..
i feel very stress n tired...
keep on study 4 my maths but still cant remember it...coz i hate maths...when i told my grandmom that i cant study 4 my maths n cant even fokus to it...my grandmom feel so sad n very worried about me...i feel like very upset coz when saw my grandmom so worry about me...everytime when i told something 2 my grandmom about de bad things of me..she sure feel very sad...so i promise 2 myself that i wont make my grandmom feel unhappy bcoz of me....she always care bout me n i should not make her feel sad...but 2day i really make my grandmom feel very sad bcoz i do something wrg that make she so upset....i really dunwan it happening but wat should i do after i ady make it....'ahma'i really so sorry 2 make u feel sad n so worry about me..but i promise u that i will try my best 2 do my spm well not matter wat its happening...thanksssss very much my lovely grandmom....i love u very much...anyway i always think that wat should i do 2 make my family feel happy n wat should i do 2 change my attitude..i really dunno wat should i do...it make me feel so headache somemore plus my spm is ady on the way n after that i need 2 worry about have a money 4 my hair dressing course...i dunwan 2 take my grandmom money coz my grandmom ady not working somemore she hv 2 take that money 4 her own..not matter wats is happening i really dunwan 2 take my grandmom money but i really worried that my father will force me 2 take my grandmom money since he ady not working anymore...i really dont hope that is happening...if really not enough money...i will other job 4 part time n borrow money from my grandmom or my father n not matter whoi first 2 start my hairdressing course than oni use my part time money n after i finish study then work..i will use that money 2 gv bavck 2 my grandmom or de person who borrow me money 2 study 4 my hairdressing course....anyway i oso hope that i can doing well in my study of hairdressing course...i hope that in dis 10 month course..i will try my best 2 learn it well n could understand it well bout it....so i will be stop here coz i need 2 go sleep d....
gudnitex my frenzzzzzz........

my life

in my life i was from a big family wit 6 member..

i love my grandmom very much coz she take care me from small 2 big..

oni my grandmom can make me feel happy wont hv any of pressure..

everytime i will think of her not matter how i feel...

anyway i still lost something in my life..although suroundings me hv alot of ppl can teman me n take care me but i still cant find de perfect person in my life who can take me n teman me when i need someone..i still cant hv something that i want in my life too...

so i really hope that i can get de things that i havent get..n wish i will hv a perfect day in my life!!

anyway everyday i will saw alot of sweet couple 2gether wit their smile n full of hapinness..i will feel very jeolous 2 them..wish that i can hv someone that can share he life story wit me...

lastly wish everyone hv a sweet day wit their lover...

the things that i hv 2 start over

2day i feel very sad coz i fight wit my bf n cousin..

i really not understand y everytime i want 2 let them feel happy n feel that i is a gud girl..

they sure think de bad things of me..or sure think i mad..

y they cant ever accept me 2 be a gud girl...

when i make joke wit my cousin,he feel that i annoying..n hate de way how i act..

when i take good of them but they say i hv something wrg in my mind..

when i say something gud things 2 them but they cant ever accept it...

i really not understand each person mind n wat they thinking of me..

y so many things around me is weird..

i want 2 change my attitude n everything that make ppl sad..

i want 2 change but need a time 2 change....

i want to let everyone understand me...

dis world ppl is weird..