Life

      Facebook have become my lifestyle just because there are no one could understand what am i thinking and what to describe ... each of the words i dont really want to express out and do it by action , just i am really tired to explain , i am just too tired and just take it whaever what u want to think and say or judge about me .. i am ok with it .. because there are nothing much can i say , i feel very lonely when saw those couple hold hand and go out together ... i have been cheated another time and this time i really fucking hate myself , why am i sooo stupid been cheated ... i really dont understand why am i soo dry till make me sooo cheap and dirty even bitch also cant replace... this world its full of soo many fake people and all the guys are super blooded and brainless people dy .... no one i can trust , its super suck ..... 
first i am soooooo lifeless now 
just finish training 
just finish study and
want to get ready for take license 
and go for the report and presentation 
but still need to find work