Life

      Facebook have become my lifestyle just because there are no one could understand what am i thinking and what to describe ... each of the words i dont really want to express out and do it by action , just i am really tired to explain , i am just too tired and just take it whaever what u want to think and say or judge about me .. i am ok with it .. because there are nothing much can i say , i feel very lonely when saw those couple hold hand and go out together ... i have been cheated another time and this time i really fucking hate myself , why am i sooo stupid been cheated ... i really dont understand why am i soo dry till make me sooo cheap and dirty even bitch also cant replace... this world its full of soo many fake people and all the guys are super blooded and brainless people dy .... no one i can trust , its super suck ..... 
first i am soooooo lifeless now 
just finish training 
just finish study and
want to get ready for take license 
and go for the report and presentation 
but still need to find work 

Soreee Father :'(

i really soreee for everthing that i have done and really thanks alot to my beloved family , father , mother and lovely grandmom and really really from my sincere heart i want to sayyyyy soreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and thanks alot from u all protection , really have give me alot of love and everything that have been done and get ready for me .. but i really hope for more freedom and i really cant control myself for being look at that Bitch its was make me totally change to another people around me and let people around me being soo hurt , but i really dont mean that , but i cant control it cos once i put it down its make me feel everything thats goes something wrong to me , i really hate to seee that BITCH and really hope HER can get out from my life forever and ever so wont make me soo being soo bad and change to other people or hurt people around me especially to my beloved father and lovey grandmom , thats y i choose to leave malaysia and go to singapore and to let me avoid from that BITCH , and let me slow slow change myself to become better and start over my life in singapore , let me being alone and find out whats i want and try to change myself to think positive from negative and forget everything bad from my personalities and attitude , i just want to change and become BETTER and BETTER and i will swear to my god and thanks alot i will change and wont become bad but become even BETTER TO MY LOVELY GRANDMOM , FATHER AND ALL MY SUPER LOVELY BROTHER AND EVERYONE AROUND ME THAT CARE MEEE :)

May 2012

This month i really feel myself so lifeless , useless and helpless but lucky there are still another ppl can accompany me go through all this problem ..there are so many things happening recently , majority of my friend ady got bf especially my best sista chai mei , she ady got the beloved one and she gonna back to her hometown by tmr .. people say when love can change people and now i really can believe it .. just saw many cases when people in love , are totally forget their friend but i wrong say them fault because its also because of my fault due to family problem and personal problem .. should be say Family pro ... there are really alot things happening .. i just hope i can faster finish my training in here and went to Singapore . there are the only my wish .. not matter how hard i cant leave my family and beloved grandmom ... i also need to leave here because i need to earn money fast and need to find the true life of myself .. maybe not going , i also want to stay outside when start training time because i am really stress out of my life because of family problem really make me soo tired and crazy all the time . i just hope they wont give me any stress and pls let me freedom .. i dunwan to make my life soo complicated and dunwan make people around me so tired because of me . can be say that all this time its very tired for me especially i am just finish study and graduated .. need to find hotel for intership is ady become my burden and i  really hope can faster find it and faster work .. anyway i am soo worrying about my exam because now my life are just no work and study life .. just sit at home and everyday thinking about my intership stuff and keep on finding hotel ... i feel i am soo lifeless and i am really admit it .. feel i can go to take license and go to work in my father shop but now feel like cant do anything =((( just can sit at home and waiting the tme to pass each day per each day and PRAY HARDER TO GET MY INTERSHIP PLACEMENT * AMITABHA ... i am soo just hope it and now i have my complicated relationship with chris .. i just hope he can faster accept me because within 3 months its really so long for us and we only can meet sometimes .. its really so tiring just hope can get a kl hotel placement and get parents permission to move out for 3 months .. and at the same time also hope can more easy for meet with chris but thats not the main point ... THE MAIN POINT is i just need a quiet place to have my freedom and try to have the reality of myself .. i am really tired and stress and at the same time lifeless , family , relationship , money and job :'( 

Friend

           Friend can be say important when u are lonely but sometimes they need you because of u background , and i have be soo open minded and wont be so stupid anymore because there are no use for me to think again and again ~ i really wonder whats the problem now

2012 Life =)

       In the new year of 2012 i have met alot of friend there are few new friend that have teach me alot and join me and chai mei , who are the funny and rich guy wing wah , annoying guy kenneth , sweetest couple yao khoo and jessica , handsome guy gary , two guy tat met in club can be considered as a fate gua ~ jase and chuen fung but they have just make me dissapointed after all .. anyway still very enjoying the every life and every moment with them not matter in the club or somewhere else .. and sometimes will have a fighting but that also because of my problem , i feel that i am just too sensitive and always cant control my hot tempered but later on its just realize me whats the meaning of friend , and family .. is make me realize alot of things after experience with them but the sad things is i have just ignore my work and be addicted to club always is make me feel abit guilty .. but thats was not because i am getting busy and busy now ... just finish all my assignment , presentation and workshop and this week gonna be my study week =) need to get more time in focusting my study and get ready for my final test on 30/4/2012 .. after that gonna get ready for all my resume and interview >.< while waiting for the confirmation .. i am still need to take my car license and i will be owe alot to my father and need to pay back after work because this month i gonna stop my work because of my study week and exam next month start gonna be my busy week too =) anyway i am feel happy and tired and unhappy sometimes too in this whole week and month .. is gonna be my crazy year of 2012 .. i have think alot after my lovely cousin had overseas to china , finally he done it and now already in china wish he good luck =) ... its make me also think want to faster finish my training and gonna fly to Singapore too because first i need to faster earn money and give my father and lovely grandmom , second i dunwan make my life become so complicated stay here its only make me become more bad and crazy all the time .. i need a time to let me have a good life in Singapore although i need start a new life and try to learn everything from Zero and begin with my new life of Allycia =)

The new Brand Day of 2012 =)

Finally there are the end of 2011 countdown with them in Kuala Lumpur and is also is ma first time countdown in Kl after so many years .. finally i can come to kl countdown and experience a bad that is too " crowded " and too many "malay " and each =) but have a great countdown event at Kl with them ~~ wheee

This is the first time i went to Empire Shopping Gallery =)

This is to celebrate Sky birthday in Kim Gary , Sunway Pyramid =)

This is the day to celebrate Yvonne birthday in Sunway Pyramid =) Muffin Shop

This is the day for kong yee birthday in Newway ss15 but there have alot problem where arguments between yvonne with her bf , zhe yang , and sherly and its also the day where calvin kok and yying and yee san and jeremy meet together but finally ended up everyone not happy and Sherly have going out from our group after the day of Kong Yee birthday because of Yvonne Problem haiz

This the first day i meet Yee San and celebrate Jeremny Birthday In Pizza Hut , Sunway Pyramid =)

This is the first time i went to shopping with them from time square , to sungei wang and to pavillion .. from there other than make a better relationship , also have experiences alot and buy alot of clothes too =) <3 finally go to the food court that only in malaysia for non halal and know whats is the farenheit , uniqlo and saw the cosmetic things too =) XD thanks to God * Amitabha * to let me to meet them and experiences it =) really so enjoy in my life ever

This is the first time i join them for celebrate Chai Mei birthday and its also ma first time to being eat a snowflakes in ss15 =) <3

This is the first time i went to steamboat with them =) <3

This is the first time we go to sing k together in Red Box Sunway Pyramid =) <3

This is the first time i went to club and the first time went to club with them =) <3

Me and chai mei <3

Me and Yying <3

This is the first trip that i going with them to Port Dickson and Malacca =) they really have help me alot before the trip , Chai mei , yying and calvin kok have give me alot of suggestion and try to ask Kim fatt gorr help me to become ma friend father to let ma father believe that i m really going with ma friend family to Malacca . Actually i want to tell the truth but after telling the truth he sure wont let me go with ma friend since that my father feel dangerous .. i am really so thankful to them to encourage me and didnt make me give up at the end and really thanks to god to give me much Confident to say out and prove to ma father that he must trust me , dont everytime also dont trust me even the things are true . I am really so happy and thankul to God and ma group of friend to let me have this Confidence and finally really can make it =) Amitabha

In the pass 2011 i have meet a gang of best friend that can be with me everytime when i have a problem not matter sadness or happiness , they have teach me alot and let me learn alot , sometime will argue with each other but after that its will be ok back .. they let me to learn whats the meaning of friendship and family =) after that only i realize that i am not lonely anymore .. because finally i can have a gang of best sista and brother that can accompany me like how others people have .. from there i have learn how to become the more confident and patient people and learn not be alone anymore =) thanks to God let me know each of them , i am really appreciate them alot for being so nice to me especially yying and chai mei =)

they have teach me alot and bring me go to learn alot things since that they have brough me to club , where the first time we go to Mos Club together and there was the first time i have being to club =)Finally i can go to club and experience dy .. thanks God to bless me and ma friend too to let me have a chance to went to club with them. anyway that time i have been really very drunk because i am too happy dy and its was the first time i drink liquor so its make me more drunk and crazy all the time at the club somemore that day i am really upset because of i feel abit upset to lying to ma parents that i going to Genting and that time on the same day i have also argue abit with frankie so its make me really so suffering and drink alot but they are really care for me =) thanks you

Then after all the explanation there are also the first time i went to sing k with them in redbox sunway pyramid , its was amazing and make me fell happy too and and the first day i went to steamboat with them at infront the Sunway Pyramid XD thats was so amazing and make me feel great after having such a nice stemaboat with them =) anyway i am really learn alot from the friendship , patient , responsible , friendliness , truly and alot mistake from their and i am really appreciate alot because each of them help and they are really can understand ma situation too .. really thanks alot to God * Amitabha * and them too but especially is thanks to jeremy to let me join with them in the first day of chai mei birthday at snowflakes ss15 and also is the first time i being there =)

there are also the first time i shopping with them in kl timesquare and then walk to sungei wang and pavillion , there are so amazing and nice .. that time i have buy alot of things and make ma relationship with chai mei and yying become better =) i am really THANKS God * Amitabha * to let me have a chance to have a better relationship with them especially chai mei and yying =) that time reeally is the most happening and happy in my life and we have bought alot clothes too :D

i have celebrate kong yee , yvonne , chai mei and sky birthday in the year of 2011 but unfortunately havent celebrate for calvin kok and sherly =( anyway there are also the first time they have brough me to the Cheras Pasar malam where they are so many people going there and famous too but that time i only with ma rm2 pocket money haiz =( anyway still ahppy and enjoy veery much but the important is with rm2 i still can eat alot haahha

then we have been first countdown in kl after so many years and experience and learn alot things too anyway its a great countdown festival in kl .. there are really so many first time i with them and unforgetable memories whether is bad or good with them

Finally i want to ended up with 2011 with Thanks to God " Amitabha' to meet them guys and learn alot , see alot and have ma alot first time and unforgetable memory with them <3 i will forever be with them not matter whats is haoppening .. they are really ma best sista and brother ever =)

Singapore Trip

the first day i need to wake up around 5 but i have awake at 4am , is soo early for me but just wake up and get ready for everything then just go to the airport and wait my aunt at there for few minutes .. after that we need to rush and go for the check in . thats was the first time i and my family sit aeroplane , makes us soo surprise and we have flight at 7.10am then arrive at there around 8 something , thats was too fast .

after that we have took at taxi go to Johor Bahru and have a breakfast at there .. and then chit chat with my lovely cousin , but just i am sooo sleppy till cant eat anytime and just want to sleep .. anyway i saw jimmy but he dont even recognise me . As my though he was not sooo handsome but he soo handsome and cool which was totally different than the person that i though .. anyway i was sleepy and went up to sleep after my lovely grandmom and my aunt go to Singapore . then we have leave johor and check in Singapore but its took a long time for check in , so mang fan .. totally is change alot and become soo annoying .

then we arrive at the Singapore , my aunt have brough us go to Sentosa to play and have alot of fun thr but i hate that bitch around , feel like i cant breathe . anyway still very enjoyed just need to walk alot places make me so tired + somemore the bitch is around , more moody F.U.C.K ..n anyway at least come for supper time and have a lot of intresting food .. its nice and delicious the we went back then come again the bitch pattern , i feel like want to kill that bitch and ask that bitch go to hell better ...FUCK !!!!!!!! then come to the next day actually plan to go to the Zoo Negara but end up with the cancel and not going d , whats a sad case because my lovely bro have missed it then we go to the Guang Yin Temple to pray , make me more relax then after that we go to my father emak angkat thr and have lunch together , she bring us go to the restaurant which beside the beach , thats was alot of food and we have eat tilll so full till the stomach also cant fill anymore , its very delicious ... i like the aunt very very very much because she was veli care about me and always ask me go to find her after i finish study then she will let me work in her restaurant but i still think about it because i still more prefer stay at own country rather than go to other ppl country to let ppl to look down so maybe i after finish study i was planning work in kl , but still havent noe yet need to take my license first .

then only plan see how was it .. anyway at the nite time we ahve go to toa payoh and eat then go thr walk walk and have a buble tea , thats was nice somemore i have discovered that i like singapore because of the mrt and the shopping centre , environment but the only one things is very mangfan when go to country , Super Duper Mang fan .... i hate it damn much so next time better just go back to johor first then only go back to own country is would be better than waste alot of time at the kastam .. is totally damn someore + another bitch with the sound make me more want to kill that person automatically FUCK ... then finally coming back to home d .. its the time to rest but not rest enough at all anyway its over slept d hahah

who i am

i am just a normal girl who like to have a weird thinking , just dont know whats i have to do but when something is come to me , i always feel thats was not the things that i like , i will very easy to become mad and just ignore with surroundings , what should i do to make me become not so hot tempered .. thats was ady enough for me to make everyone sad and scared just because of me , i just dont know whats i am doing .. i keep on asking myself whats is happening to me when the things actually is right but i make it soo complicated example actually just a earth with the nice green forest surroundings but why people need to damages it

why cant just let it be pretty and let everyone can have a nice scenery with the good air without any polution ??? why why why

i am keep on asking myself whats the real colour of me , am i bad or good ?? i really cant get the answer .. should say i have a two face and everyone is just look from my good site , cant define how actually i look from inside

i just cant understand why everytime i admit but i just cant change it when met with that bitch *FUCK*, actually should be a nice mood but suddenly TURN to become bad mood .. damn her !!!!!!!! (the bitch should be dissapear from my life) then my life will become more brighten

i dont want to be lonely

after go through so many problem , finally found out alot of things that make me feel there are nothing impossible , and the important is we have to appreciate our time with the pppl around us and dont make them feel unhappy just because of u emo-ing ..

sorry for my attitude , i know i am rude but i am who i am .. so i wont care to how ppl loook on me , tease me or anything ... because they rite , i not a good girl , i just the person who with the bad tempered , rude , lc and will easily get mad and wont care who you are .. i am just care about myself with sympathy and without empathy .. that is how i am ...

so what , i just cant change the reality but i will try to change to become the better to care each person around me .. just please take me as a normal person pls dont make me feel lonely , i am scared to be lonely ... i just afraid to be alone ...

so the only is i will appreciate my time with everyone and make friends with them but only to the person who worth to be friends means not everyone also can be so easy make friends with me , if the person not type that i can accept , i dont think in this power is better than everyone but kindness is the most important in this life ..

July

July would be my tougher month and is my new month starting a new job with my aunt in a Rt Bakery which work as a cashier .. there are the first time i working in the bakery .. dont know how was the feel like .. although i have work as a cashier before .. but i knew that there sure will be very hard and i willing to learn it somemore i gonna face it in the future too as i taking my course as a hotel management .. k now i am gonna start today the first july of i am sick for 2 days d and today wake up late make me skip class for computer essential .. feel abit dissapointed because i am promise to myself i need to attend each of the classes but today i have not going for the class just because i am late and i was miss one chapter which i gonna have to catch up Gambateh :) .. so sad .. :( anyway assigment dateline such as a academic english and computer essential is getting closer and closer .. need to spend alot of time in my assignment tim .. anyway there are too many exersice that have to finish too .. why la its hapening in this month because this month is my birthday .. hoho ..

i gonna to clb my birthday on 10th of july in Aeon Jusco Bukit Tinggi with all my beloved friends but i still havent get my salary yet .. damn to my previous employer .. actually can get by yesterday but with the many of compliment .. and bla bla bla say that i only can get my salary by today .. damn anyway lucky one of my collegues have help me .. suppose to say damn to the boss .. hate it ~~~ like to potong and sekat ppl gaji when the people are gonna to resign ..

there are too much things that need to worries and do .. i gonna be very very rushing .. just hope that everything will go smoothly by this month .. wont have any fighting , arguments or unlucky .. pls god .. amitoufu .. hopefully .. but since i dont think so its a good starter for me "choi , touchwood " because i just skip my class but its just normal la .. heehe .. but things have come to me last minutes .. although it was .. but its okie lucky and thanks to god somethings that have go smoothly for me and feel like in every problem sure got the solutions in finally .. thanks god .. i love u .. amitoufu .. ahaahaha

anyway wishes my family , lovely grandmom and me myself will have a prosperous month and in every month .. everything will went smoothly .. ommg today gonna be my tired day .. woops ..><

the way of me looking tired + stress and need a time for my own

i am soo sad :(

i am just so hate myself too be emotional ...

so wish i could just pretend to laugh as how ppl laugh .. and dont care about anything ..but i just cant understand why i cant do it .. why why why should i care too much ..

i just want to be ordinary and have a simple life as i can but i cant .. i just cant control my emotional .. can i just stop it and start a new life .. just dont want to change the reality of me

i just cant cry and just cant stoping to think about u ... teach me how to change change change ..

i am full of confusing and wanted to cry and shout as loud as i can but i cant do it .. just cant .. hope can just become as strong as i can but i cant just sooo weak make me wanted someone that could hear me hug me .. i am verry weak and no more energy to continue my life .. how could i just become strong .. just the alcohol can make me drunk drunk drunk and make me have a enery to start again my life .. haizzzz just want to stop everything and start back ... teach me how could i just pretend there are nothing happen while i still watch it .. i am super duper headache now ... grrrrrrrrrrrrr ... just hope god couldd save me ..

the day with friends

collegues going for makan makan after work.. thanks rick :)

funny Dave :) haha

Janwee and our person in charge Rick :)

Me , Nisha AND Sue :) glad to meet them

Edwin and me :)

Xin Yee <3 she are sooo pretty

nisha and me :)

best friends forever :)Me , Nisha and Xin Yee

the day have been changed alot since u go from my life :) learn from mistake and start the new life

the day when u are gone my life have been changed alot and try to learn from mistakes and improve myself from stop being so stupid anymore .. i just want to be myself and wont try to do any stupid things anymore ... i am no more last time "Allycia" thats only know how to cry and always feel so lonely and wont share her experiences to everyone .. from today onwards i will stop my tears and try to accept the reality .. u make me soo dissapointed and i am regret too to what i have did for u ... hope u can stay happy always ... anyway start from my life .. i am feel so tired everytime and my life are getting so complicated in every minute and every second in my life ... just feel my life are soooo empthy and want to find the things that i reallly want .. no one will understand to what that i want to do and want to say about it ... just oni my lovely grandmom will cure my heart :) i will feel so happy with my grandmom together not matter how hard was it ... i just want to stay with my grandmom not matter whats was happening :) however now was having my sem break and everyday was just oni work work work and i feel so stress when working time .. just feel dont want to work and dont hope to get self emo and stress ...but i cant do it .. just feel veli ma zan when working time.. anyway start with my journey today ... i was wake up in the early morning today and went to pray at puchong ... feel tired but happy ... just realize that actually in this life one person not need to be soo selfish and let urself become so unhappy and make everyone surround u feel so scared and emo ....just try to accept the reality of the world and try to help with each other is the better way to control our emotions from being lonely ... tired for argument and negative thinking ... i am soooo sooo tired d .. anyway its have wake me up from mistakes .. try to accept the reality and try not be someone else that u cant be :)

dont understand some of things

i just cant understand why life need to become so troublesome ..

why cant it more easier to let ppl more happy and just let this world be more cheer up ..but everything need to start from the beginner before achieve something thats u really hope to be .. others than that v have to know how to appreaciate the ppl around us ..
there are nothing much that v can change because there are already the luck infront of us ..

we just can try to be ourselves and dun try to change anything is the better way to be ..

i am soo sorry for my past and want to start back to be a better person in my future ...

there are nothing i could change and say .. the only want is i just want to have my ordinary life .. i am boring and tired of eacch of the arguments and stress d .. there are nothing we can gain if keep stay with unhappinesss things and dun try to accept the reality .. we have to learn to accept the reality and avoid ourselves from falling in ... i just want to have my ordinary life and try not to make my world become too complicated ... hopefully i can do it ... god bless me :) <3

happy day :)

today is my happy day and i know i cant ponteng class but this is the only chance

to going out for shopping , movie , and eat with my friends .. there are nisa and xin yee ... i feel

soooo happy because can go for wash and blow at apt .. there are three of us and firstly i have make the person give us rm28 for let us wash and blow and after that can have a leng zai for me to wash and blow hahaah ... soo syok can release all my stress out after finish wash and blow nice

.. then go for another trip with xin yee and nisa by having our lunch in cafe ..

now only i realize that in this world there are no guy that can believe and there are only friends can believe and i will promise to myself from now onwards wont believe to any guys anymore ... there are only have a hurt and tears .. anyway just forget it and try to be happy all the time like today .... after have our lunch ... we go for movie Scream 4 ... is very funny but scaring ... and actually my mood is soo syok but after realize that there are a STUPID FUCKERS GUY sitting down there keep on looking up and do something that make people feel that STUPID FUCKERS GUY look like a shit is a mad perosn ... damn piss off ... and totally make my mood spoilt luckily the STUPID FUCKERS IDIOT person faster get off from the cinema .... mahai ... make my mood spoilt ... but nvm after that i ady forget it and still back to movie ... after that ahead to shopping and wan to buy alot of clothes but need to wait till i have enough money first ... ahhaha first of all i need to ta ke my car license as soon as possible and then continue with all the stuff... after back to home i ask xin yee fetch me back mcd.. and going back home feel can relax and hear to music but end up get scolding by the OLD BICTH .. totally spoilt my mood again ... diu han si ... hate it and damn it ... go to damn u the little STUPID DAMN FUCKERS GIRL la .. cibai .. then after that then only get out from here ..... ishhhh DAMN LA suppose be happy day an dall because of the fuckers OLD BICTH fault .. Damn la ...fuck off and chill... anway i enjoy before that

hate to be lonely

i just want to change to be a better of person in my life ..

y cant give me a chance to change it to become the better person in my life ..

i just need a love , protection and a better lifestyle with full of happiness..

i just need a normal life and i have a family and alot of friends but i still

feel very lonely everytime and every second of my time...maybe i dunno how to

appreciate them but i really is the type oif the girl who are dont even know how to apppreciated to other person and just do whaever i like but pls give me a chance to change it to better ...

i just hate myself to be lonely in everytime of every second of my time ... its make me crazy and .. today my friends last minutes only told me thats tml will be having a meeting but all is the last minutes problem ... how could i want to take a transport to subang and nobody can fetch me even the person i need a help toi fetch me also run away as soon as possible and i know thats not they choice too..but i really feel thats i am very lonely after realize thats today problem make me feel thats i am just a lonely girl who dunno how to express out my feeling and dont know how to live in this kind of life ... i just want to be like other person with alot of freedom and i want to change everything bad to good as well...i hate this kind of life with alot of stress and i would like to change a better to have a life without any of tension and happiness ............... i just want to be alike like other people ... y is sooo difficult for me ...

feel sick in these few days ....

this few days my sorethroat is very painful till cant talk anymore..

damn piss off and cant eat whaever i want...need to be more alert to the food and drink much water as i can...anyway i feeling very sick and very dizzy...everytime sure feel very dizzy because of lack sleep and not enough exercise and feel very stress too...

just a few days ago fight with the guy again..damn hate he la...i know he just kidding but

why must on my no mood time go to kacau people...damn he la...fucking piss off

and dulan because of thats person makes me no mood to work anymore...

anyway thats oso good for me to make me more focus ob study but when working time i scared because of he again i need to be emo...hate it la ....nothing much can say fucking hate it sooooo muchiieeeee..why got dis kind of person de...haizzzzzz

2 days is my very bad day + bad mood..pisss it off

today i feel very bad mood the whole day..is really makes me sooo bad mood with the bad

days the whole days...early in the morning the computer already spoil already makes me feel

so bad bad mood because need to do the whole report and need to search one by one carefully anot will let them scold me kao kao....damn piss off wei...fuck it off la the stupid computer and the report from my life makes me feel so tired..and never mind because its my work and i supppose to do it but early in the morning the just because of the stupid computer makes me feel so bad d but not soo bad because at least is not the computer fault but early in the morning

already makes a mistakes and giving more money to the customer..

i am really such a blur girl and its already makes me damn pisss off with it but still another problem came up....need to check the stock manually and done everythings especially others...

anyway all of thats is my responsible things to do it...now is the more serious things is today i just want to ask question thats i dunno to make it more clear but the keep on get scolded by the people so damn hate it and damn dulan of her...

i know she angry is just because she want to release her anger but if she really want to release dun la release on other person have to know how to respect other people as a collegues and cant keep on just do whatever she like mah...damn hate la somemore i already try to be patience all the time when with her but now she really make me sooo beh tahan with the wat kind of the attitude with thats...be soh cari orang marah happy then find people to gila....then before talk till finish she ady off people phone...u know wat is "MORAL"....

then somemore people ady sooo piss off faster finish my work and keep on get scolded but the stupid fuckers "BITCH GOH" come to kacau people....yesterday the stupid suckers mahai orang asing come to buat hal now come again the stupid fuckers "BITCH" which can knowns as the FUCKERS stupid ass AUTHY "DAUGHTER" AND THE mahai suckers stupid iDIOT ORANG ASING "WIFE" really so suit to pokai together la..damn benci and hate it......go to bark like a dog..yesterday the stupid orang asing with tak ada otak punya ady can go to hell la GO TO CAMPAK THE MONEY luckily din kena me kena me i let the idiot go to jail straight away.....now comeagain THE SUPER DUPER BITCH...same attitude...people ady want to give back the money then last minutes take out the cibai credit card like very rich but finally end up with the cannot process card..ahhahahahahahahah...laugh like the hell for the BITCH...

THEN after thats second time THE BITCH sengaja take out the money again for the last minutes....damn her la....make hehr pokai like a hell and jump into the jungle ..not nid to stay at the whole la..such a UNLUCKY DAY..ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHH

DUN LET ME SAW AGAIN..DAMN SUPER DUPER HATE IT

the most laughing day for me:)

today should be my happy day but i can feel tired and lazy somemore

when at the morning time i am really full of lazyness and feel very headache cause

of my sore throat suddenly feel like have something stuck at the middle of my troat..

really feel very sick and hot body then after thats get scold again really

makes me feel more piss offf and want to go home for rest but i cant ..after awhile i am feel much better or not i am sooo dulan and want to die d...feeel so suffer..

althought thats but after thats i get better and another the whole day have no customer..

only a few of my bosss customer and our sales is very low..but also is a happy days for me because i can chit chat happily with my collegues and spend a great time with them with laugh and a jokes..then after thats going back to careffour see again my another funny friends..

actually he is very ego and he is the only one i keep on want to kidding with he and makes he feel so geli and hates me when i bully he...

anyway sometimes he will say the words thats i hate it but i also feel very happy to it because i need to be patience to stop he from angry me again..i really scared thats he will stop talking to me althought he is not sooo goood..and what for i want to care what he say but i really dunwan makes he angry